Getting Into The Christmas Spirit

In an attempt to get into the Christmas spirit ... Jack and his friends and brother decorated the Christmas tree in Jack's room.  I still have a few more lights to put up in Jack's room and have another tree to put up in our family room, but it feels good to have at least started the process. 

A good time was had by all! 

The pictures below don't begin to do the tree justice.  This is actually taken with all the lights off in the room, but you can't tell.  Wish I knew how to take pictures in the dark to get the true effect of the tree.  

Oh well, use your imagination.  :)

This evening, we went to listen to our friend perform in a Christmas concert. Jack got all dressed up in his "Dapper Dan" sweater and really enjoyed getting out of the house.

Hanging out by the Christmas tree in the lobby of the hotel where the performance was held

Hope you all are getting into the Christmas spirit as well.  It's hard for me to get too excited about things this year, but I'm doing my best to put on my happy face and enjoy the season, while remembering the reason.  

Thanks for checking in!

Happy Thanksgiving

For each new morning with its light,
For rest and shelter of the night,
For health and food, for love and friends,
For everything Thy goodness sends.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson




Happy Thanksgiving!

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My mom last Thanksgiving sending a Thanksgiving wish (via a text message picture) 
to my niece who couldn't make it home for Thanksgiving. 
Missing my mom this Thanksgiving Day.

Photo Carnival: My favorite picture of my child

I'm participating in Love That Max photo carnival by posting my favorite picture of Jack.

Love this picture! 

I love this picture because it captures the very essence of Jack -- HAPPY!  There aren't too many babies that would be happy while on nasal CPAP.  Jack was about three months old in this picture. This was before the trach, the vent and the g-tube.  This was before we had any idea that Jack had a neuromuscular disease.  If only I had known where we were headed, I would not have been so stressed out about something as non-invasive as nasal CPAP.  I would have held, snuggled and cuddled with this little boy so much more than I did.

Have a great weekend my friends!

(So much for a blogging hiatus, eh?)

As If ...

As if I need something else to get the tears flowing these days.  I downloaded Annie Lennox's new Christmas Album (A Christmas Cornucopia) from iTunes tonight and heard the song "Universal Child" for the first time.  I can't imagine that this song won't move every parent to tears, but especially those of us with kids who struggle every day just to live and do those things that too many take for granted - our extraordinary children who are on this earth to teach us all to love unconditionally, appreciate the simple things, accept what we cannot control and to persevere through adversity.

I invite you to join me in a good cry .............

(there is no video with this, just the audio of the song - so,  just close your eyes and listen)

AND, thank you for all your kind and caring words.  Although I may not sign on to blog as often for awhile, I do get all of your comments via email.  So, know that your comments are received and much appreciated.  I love you guys!

Take Two

So, I wrote a post on Friday night that I published and then deleted.  It was way too "woe is me" that even I couldn't stand it.  I should know to NEVER write blog posts on Friday nights.  Friday nights have always been the toughest day of the week for me. I could give you all the reasons why, but if you don't live the life, you won't get it and if you do live the life, you already get it, so I'll spare you the explanation.

Things are just really hard for me right now.  I miss my mom.  It's hard losing your mom.  It's exceptionally hard when you didn't get to see her before she died and when you didn't take the opportunity to tell her things you wish you had before she died.  I find myself in tears every day.

I don't like to dwell on how much life sucks at times and I don't like to write about it either.  So, I'm  inclined to say that I'm taking a blogging break until after the holidays because I don't even like listening to myself right now. But, I can't say for sure that I won't have some positive thoughts and happy moments to share over the holidays.  So, my blog posts may be few and far between for awhile, but I promise to jump on and share when I feel like what I've got to share is worth sharing.

Thank you so much for checking in on us and thank you for caring.

Celebrating 12 Years

Singing "Happy Birthday"

Making a Wish

Blowing out the candles (with a little help from his Sis)

From Grandpa

 Concentrating on the Hershey's Kisses

Sporting her new glasses 

A great 12th Birthday! 

Happy 12th Birthday Jack!

As I sit at my computer poised to share my thoughts on this, Jack’s 12^th birthday, the word that most predominately comes to my mind is “AWE”.  I’m in awe that it’s been twelve years since this journey began.  I’m in awe of all that has transpired over the last twelve years.  I’m in awe that Jack and I are both still here to talk about it.  Mostly, I’m in awe of the love of life that Jack exudes every day despite all that has been stolen from him by the insidious disease that has riddled his body.  This child who cannot purposefully move any part of his body, save a few fingers; who cannot sustain his breathing without the assistance of a machine; who has never enjoyed the experience of eating food; and who has never spoken the words his mind so clearly holds - this child wakes up every morning with a smile on his face and eyes that sparkle with the anticipation of a new day.  I am in awe of this child. 

My greatest wish for Jack this birthday is that more of the people who cross his path would acknowledge his presence and take a moment to appreciate what he has to say.  Jack may not speak with words, but his face and eyes speak volumes.  If you’d just stop and speak to him and then look (really look) into those eyes, I promise that you will get a response that will assuredly warm your heart and put a smile on your face.  There is a person inside that silent body who has a profound awareness of all that surrounds him.  Take the risk to get to know Jack.  He is so worth it.

Happy Birthday Jack.  We love you to the moon and back.

Simple Gifts

I sure miss those days when my kids dressed up for Halloween as nice things ....  like pumpkins and Disney characters.  

Halloween had a sparse turnout here in the desert.  I'm beginning to think that trick-or-treating has become a thing of the past.  I could have skipped it all together, but I reminded myself that Eric is still a little kid and he is entitled to enjoy the things his sibs and cousins did when they were his age.  It really stinks to be one of the youngest cousins in the group, as Eric usually ends up trick-or-treating solo.  

I shared this picture on Facebook, but wanted to share it here too.  This is especially for my friend Stella  Julie!  (don't mind the kid in the background getting ready to attack me with his scythe!)

We enjoyed a quiet and relaxing weekend (if you consider getting up at 5:45am this morning and going on a two hour hike relaxing).  I was listening to Christmas music on my iPod (don't laugh) on my hike and when I got to the top of the mountain and sat down to rest, the song "Simple Gifts" started playing.  I closed my eyes and allowed myself to just hear and feel the words.  I felt myself relax for the first time in a long time.  The timing of the song was perfect and something I desperately needed to be reminded of.

Here is the version of the Simple Gifts that I was listening to (Alison Krauss and Yo-Yo Ma).




May you all have a week of peace and simplicity.

A special little boy is celebrating his 12th birthday this week.  More on that later.

I Finished

I finished the LA 1/2 marathon and I wasn't the last one across the finish line.  Yea!  I have to admit, I was a little worried as I was sitting on the shuttle bus that picked us up at the finish line of the race and drove us to the starting line.  It was a loooonnngg bus ride and I kept thinking .... holy crap, how far are we going to go because I have to walk back to where we started!  The first 10 miles weren't too bad.  After that, I just wanted to be done. I'm happy to announce that I raised over $1800 $1,900 for CureCMD.  Thanks to all who supported me.

And this, my friends ... is why I walked the race (love him!)

My cool medal. 

I also had the opportunity to hook up with one of Jack's former doctors who is now at Children's Hospital of Los Angeles (and who is featured heavily in the many emails I share).  I haven't seen him in over four years, so it was great to catch up with him too.  He also did the 1/2 marathon, but he ran it and finished hours ahead of me!

Between our trip to St. Louis, my mom's death and funeral and the marathon, it's been a whirlwind couple of weeks and I'm ready for some peace and calm.  Wish me luck with that, okay?

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Some pictures from last week.

Toasting my mom with a little Tullamore Dew

(good stuff!)

Me and my sibs

Have a great week. Thanks for checking in.

Thank You

I just want to again say THANK YOU to all my wonderful friends for your kind words of support; for the emails, cards, flowers, food and, mostly, for just caring.  I think it's difficult for most people to understand the power of the support I get from my Internet friends.  They don't understand the need to search for and find a camaraderie with people over the Internet -- many of whom I've never met.  They don't understand  because, for the most part, they haven't had to look beyond their workplace, their church, their neighborhood or their child's school to find people they can relate to - people they have something in common with.  The same can't be said for me.

I'm very fortunate to have extended many of my online friendships to in-real-life friendships.  Regardless of whether I've had the privilege of meeting you in person or only online - the care, support and love I feel from my Internet friends is powerful and it is real.

To all my in-real-life, non-Internet friends, many of whom have been part of my life since long before the "Internet" became a household word - you are equally as special and I am equally as grateful for your love and support.

Thank you for caring about me and my family during this difficult time and thank you for taking the time to tell me so.

Remembering

My Mom's Obituary 

Some family pictures from the past

(Circa 1967)

(Circa I haven't a clue ... 1970?)

(Circa 1975)

(2006 - yea, I know, that's a big leap in years.  All of us and our spouses)

(2009 - my parents' 50th Wedding Anniversary party)

Even though I knew this day would come, it all seems very surreal.  Next week, reality will hit hard when family comes into town and we have to get through the visitation, funeral mass and burial. 

Next week will be tough.

Thank you all so much for your love and support.  

Now She Can Rest

(Circa 2008)

For those who don't follow me on Facebook - my mom died Monday afternoon.  Sadly, I didn't make it home in time to see her.  She fought the good fight, she finished the race, she kept the faith, and now she can rest in eternal peace.

For those who are local and who knew my mom, the information regarding her services is as follows:

Rosary - Wednesday 10/20/2010   6:00pm
Whitney and Murphy Funeral Home 

Funeral Mass - Thursday 10/21/2010  9:30am
St. Mary's Basilica
231 N. 3rd Street
Phoenix, AZ

Graveside service following Mass at Holy Redeemer Cemetery
23015 N. Cave Creek Road
Phoenix, AZ

Recap

We are half way home after an eventful week in St. Louis.  This year's trip didn't go as smoothly as the last one, but all in all, not a bad visit.  To recap:

Cardiology: Echo and EKG showed no problems.  Due to Jack's low heart rate when sleeping (low 40s), they did a 24 hour holter monitor. Of course, because it was a stressful week for Jack, his heart rate didn't dip in the 40s like it typically does.  I don't expect the holter monitor to reveal any "bad" news.  I was told, if everything looks good, I won't be hearing from them.

ENT: Ears were cleaned out and bronch showed a good airway.  No granulation tissue or erosion issues.  We are changing Jack's trach to a Bivona flexTend with a different flange and switching from TTS to an air cuff (this will make no sense to my non-trachy friends).  I'm not sure if we are upsizing or not.  The trach nurse was going to talk with the ENT regarding the results of the bronch and then decide whether Jack needs a bigger trach. I'm thinking he doesn't.

Neurology: We really don't get any "news" at these visits.  Jack's issues are obvious. Contractures are Jack's enemy right now.  We can do range of motion and stretching, but there really is no way to prevent contractures from happening.  The biggest concern I have is the jaw contractures because it will be an issue should Jack need any work done on his teeth. Essentially, Jack won't be able to have any work done on his teeth because you can't open his mouth wide enough to get in there.  After our "medical" visit with Jack's neurologist, we went to lunch with her and got to have a social visit.  Jack's neurologist is a great doctor and a good friend.

Orthopaedic: See prior post.  Not sure what to do regarding the broken screw.  I'm going to make an appointment with Jack's local ortho and get his opinion.  I suspect he'll say the same thing as the St. Louis ortho - if it's not hurting Jack, there is nothing to worry about.  It's hard not to worry about what I see in that x-ray!  As for how or when the screw broke - I really don't know.  Jack had an x-ray taken back in March by his local ortho and the screw wasn't broken then. So, it happened sometime within the last seven months.

Ophthalmology:  This appointment is the one causing us trouble.  Because Jack had congenital cataracts, he is at risk for glaucoma.  After doing the EUA, Jack's ophthalmologist told us that the pressures in Jack's eyes have been consistently rising the last six years.  He said he always draws a picture of what he sees when he does an EUA and, while the pressures aren't dangerously high, the changes he's seen in his pictures over time has him concerned.  The risk with high pressures is blindness.  Jack doesn't need to add blindness to his list of ailments.  So, the ophthalmologist wants to see Jack back in 9-12 months.  Ugh! He gave us drops we have to put in Jack's eyes everyday and then he'll do another EUA when we come back. The treatment for the high pressures is another eye surgery.  Because Jack's ophthalmologist has been following Jack since he was 13 months old and because he has been doing the EUAs and documenting the changes in Jack's eyes, I really don't feel like this is something that can be handled locally.  And, at the end of the day, as much as I hate the drive to St. Louis, I have confidence in the doctors in St. Louis and I don't have the same confidence in the doctors in Phoenix.  I wish I did because it would make life so much easier, but I just don't.

Eric saw the ophthalmologist too and he got good news - his eyes are improving and his new prescription isn't as strong. Yeah!

Vent Issue:  Apria gave me a hard time because I didn't let them know two weeks in advance that I was traveling.  They claim that if they knew I was traveling to St. Louis, they would have had a plan in place ahead of time in the event of equipment failure.  I highly doubt it. I told the Apria rep that there was no way they were going to place blame on me because they had to scramble to get me a replacement vent. I couldn't believe the hassle it was to get a replacement vent.  Apria is a national company and they should have more than one backup vent in the entire state.  Seriously people, buy more vents!  They made us drive to Illinois to pick-up the vent - which was b.s.  They should have delivered the vent to us - we are the customer.

Visiting with Friends:  As always, we had a great time visiting with our St. Louis friends.  We stayed with friends we knew from Phoenix.  We lived in the same apartment complex when we were both young and childless. They moved to St. Louis before we did and have always been there for us over the years. We also had fun visiting with Jason, Jenny and their boys, Ben and Alex.  Eric especially enjoyed playing with boys who like Lego as much as he does.  Eric also spent the night with one of Jack's former nurses who has a little boy the same age, who likewise loves Legos.  I think Eric had a good time in St. Louis.

My Mom:  While we were in St. Louis, we learned that my mom's brain tumor is back and she is deteriorating really fast.  She is now in a hospice facility and doesn't have too many days left with us.  She's had a difficult and painful road following her initial diagnosis of a GBM in July 2007 and her body is tired.  Your prayers and good thoughts for my mom and my family are appreciated.

That's the recap and update from here.  Tomorrow will be another long day, but at least at the end of it, we will be home sweet home!

The Source

I think I discovered the source of Jack's distress the last few days.  I was wracking my brain trying to figure out why Jack was completely "checked out" (in a way I had never seen him before) when he was in his wheelchair, but once he got home and out of his chair, he was fine.  It occurred to me that Jack is on a different ventilator when he is out and about in his wheelchair.  So today, I changed out the circuits on the home vent (the one hooked to the humidifier) and used it as his travel vent and he had a much better day today.  Clearly, there is a problem with our travel vent.  I called Apria and told them they needed to get the vent changed out here in St. Louis before we get back on the road.  There was some grumbling about the fact that because I have one working vent, why do I need the other vent exchanged right now.  I reminded them that I PAY for TWO VENTS and they will damn sure provide me with two working vents at all times.  I didn't make them bring out a new vent tonight, but it had better get here in the morning!

Jack saw his orthopaedist today and we learned that one of the largest screws inserted into his bones when he had spinal fusion surgery has broken off.  It's one of the anchor screws that goes into his left pelvis. The ortho says that it shouldn't be a problem and shouldn't cause Jack any pain.  I'm not entirely convinced.  Here is the x-ray - it makes me sick to my stomach just to look at it :(

obvious broken screw on your right. 

Despite the broken screw, Jack was in a much happier mood today, so I was able to get some pictures of the boys.

Nothing better than starting your day off at Starbucks. Sadly, Jack only gets to experience the atmosphere, not the taste of Starbucks (but he doesn't seem to mind!)

Waiting for our next appointment. 

And no better way to end your day than outside on the deck enjoying the beautiful St. Louis Fall weather with a couple of these

Jack has a bronch/EUA tomorrow and thankfully he doesn't have to be to the hospital until 1:45pm.  I am so sleeping in tomorrow!

Thanks for checking in and for all your well wishes.

An Update

Sorry I haven't been very good about updating our St. Louis visit.  It's been a rough week so far - at least for Jack.  I'm not sure what it going on, but he's been very sleepy, uncomfortable and crying on and off most of the week. I feel like something is wrong, but I don't have a clue what it is.  He is most miserable when he is in his wheelchair - where he has been spending a majority of his time lately.  It's very hard to see him hurting and not know why.  I'm not looking forward to tomorrow because it's going to be another long day and I can't take another day like today.

Jack saw his neurologist today and she forced convinced me to get the flu shot for Jack.  I am totally against flu shots - I don't get them for any of my kids.  But, Jack's neurologist can be very convincing and, the fact that he could get it right then - during her clinic - I decided to go ahead and let them do it. She tried to convince me to get one too, but I declined :)

I haven't gotten any pictures of Jack this week because he has been miserable.  But I did snap these pictures of just two of the many things I love about St. Louis Children's Hospital.

finally, a place that understands that vans with lifts need more space!

I've rarely waited more than 30 minutes, but nice to know that I don't have to!

Wish us luck tomorrow - Jack really needs to have a good day.

Thanks for checking in.

Safe and Sound

We arrived safe and sound in St. Louis.

I forgot how tough this drive is.  Eric did great except for about the last two hours of day two. He had had enough and was just wanting to get out of the car. He so desperately wants to fly home.

The getting Jack in and out of the car is getting tougher with each passing year.  He, obviously, can't ride in his wheelchair for the whole trip, so we put one of the captain's chairs back in the van and lifting Jack in and out of that chair is hard on one's back, to say the least.  Jack did well for the most part, but the transitions from car to hotel room and back to car were hard on him.  He was wiped out tonight and feel asleep before 10pm, which is very unusual for him.

While I really love all our St. Louis docs and I know that the trip is totally worth all the work, it makes me mad when I think of the lengths we have to go through to get Jack the quality care he deserves.

Anyway, after a good night's sleep, I'm sure I'll have more energy and be ready to tackle all the appointments and procedures scheduled this week and I am looking forward to spending time with friends.

Just a few pics from our time on the road:

Senior Pictures

Check out a few more of Mary's senior pictures HERE

All I can say is .... WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LITTLE GIRL?

Just a Picture

Mom and Jack having a conversation 

(captured by Ryan House staff)

Portrait Day

Mary had her senior portraits taken today by an awesome photographer - Doni.

I snapped a picture with my phone while Doni was taking pictures.  We can't wait to see Doni's pictures.

We are spending another weekend at the Ryan House.  Ryan - the "Ryan" of Ryan House is here this weekend and he and Eric have been having a great time together.  It's nice to see Eric interact so easily with kids with disabilities.  Seeing Ryan and Eric together makes me wish so much that Jack was communicative - it would have made for a much closer relationship between him and his sibs.

Oh well . . . Que Sera, Sera.

Hope you all are having a great weekend!

What's Wrong With This Picture

Day: Tuesday

Event: class field trip to Rock and Mineral Museum

Dressed in 3rd grade class shirt - check

$10 spending money for gift shop stuffed in pants pocket - check

Sack lunch with name written on the outside - check

All set and ready to go.


What's wrong with this picture?

Field trip was Wednesday, not Tuesday.

Me: "Eric, please tell me you weren't the only one in your class who got the day wrong".

Eric: "Yes mom, I was the ONLY one in my class wearing our class shirt today."


Crap.

I swear I am always screwing up something when it comes to Eric and homework/projects/special events/field trips.  I'm clearly too old and forgetful to have a kid in the 3rd grade.  Tomorrow is Grandparents Day at Eric's school.  Perhaps I should go. I doubt anyone would question whether I belong.


Fortunately, Eric is pretty laid back about all his mom's screw-ups.

Why I Love SLCH

I emailed Jack's ophthalmologist at 6:44am this morning letting him know that Jack has a bronch scheduled on Friday, October 8th in the event he wants to perform an EUA (exam under anesthesia) of Jack's eyes while he is sedated for the bronch.

Received a response from Jack's ophthalmologist at 6:58am letting me know that "Yes, we will want to do an EUA at that time".

Received a call from the ophalmologist's scheduling nurse at 12:30pm letting me know that the EUA has been coordinated with ENT's broch and both docs are on the schedule for their respective procedures.

Not in a million years would the doctors in this City have coordinated procedures, let alone do it so quickly and efficiently.

I LOVE St. Louis Children's Hospital!

Logistics

5:00am: alarm goes off, get out of bed off the couch.

5:15am: Mark walks in the door after working all night.

5:20am: set up baby monitor in Mary's room; wake up Mary and tell her that she is on "Jack duty" and to listen for any alarms.

5:25am: Mark goes to bed in Jack's bed (so he is as close as possible to any alarms that may go off).

5:30am: leave house and go pick up sister #1.

6:00am: drive with sister #1 to meet sister #2 at our walking trail for 1/2 marathon training.

6:30am: arrive at destination and start walking with sister #1 and sister #2.

6:30am - 8:30am:  walk 8.5 miles and pray the whole time that if any of Jack's alarms go off, Mark or Mary will hear them.

9:00am:  Call Mary on her cell phone as I'm driving home and tell her to get Eric up, dressed and fed breakfast.

9:25am: arrive home; wash face; change clothes; wake up Mary and tell her that she is still on Jack duty.

9:35am: check on Jack, he's still asleep (Mark now asleep in his bed); head out the door with Eric to take him to a Sibshop.

10:05am: drop Eric off at Sibshop.

10:45am: arrive back home; breathe a sigh of relief that Jack is still asleep and didn't need anything the last 5+ hours that I've been gone; wake Jack up and start his morning routine.

1:15pm: leave house to pick up Eric; tell Mary she is on Jack duty again.

2:30pm: arrive home; Mark is awake; Jack is fine and all is well.

3:30pm: head to the Mall with Mary to look for something to wear to fundrasier/concert event tonight (because, you know ... I don't have a thing to wear in my closet!)

4:30pm: arrive home with new outfit; get ready for evening event

5:00pm: nurse arrives

5:30pm: leave house with Mary for a fundraiser/concert with my sisters and their families (Mark and Eric elected to stay home).

10:00pm: arrive home, nurse leaves; Jack is happy and I'm thankful that today went off without a hitch!

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On days like today when Mark has worked the night before, I have things I need to get done and I don't have a nurse during the day, it's all about logistics and having every piece fall into place perfectly.   Today everything went according to plan and I got it all done. Yeah! Most any other Saturday and I would have been stuck because Mary typically works on Saturdays.  Fortunately, she took this weekend off because her cousins are in town and she wanted to spend time with them.  It also helps that Jack is a night owl and not an early riser.

11:47pm: Time for this tired Mom to get to bed and get some rest so I can wake up and do it all over again tomorrow.

Life is good.

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Some pictures of the cousins having fun at tonight's event

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 “In daily life we must see that it is not happiness that makes us grateful, but gratefulness that makes us happy.” 

–Br. David Steindl-Rast

Is It Fall Yet?

Labor Day has come and gone and it's now time for some cooler, "Fall" weather, yes?  I'm usually not one to complain about the heat because I know it's the price we pay here in the desert for our fabulous Winters. However, this summer is different because I'm training to walk a half marathon.

When I decided to walk the half marathon to raise money for Cure CMD, I thought it would be no big deal. After all, I'm not running a half marathon, I'm only walking it.  I mean, how hard can it be to WALK 13.1 miles?  Well, when it's 110 degrees and humid outside (what happened to our dry heat anyway?) . . .  it is tough.  I've tried early morning and late evening and regardless of the time of day, it is still hot and miserable.  I'm ready for cooler weather now.

I'm optimistic that I can finish the walk before the sweepers provided the weather in Los Angeles in October is much cooler than it is in Phoenix in August.

Thank you to all my friends who have made a donation to date. I really appreciate it ... and you.

In other news ...

Hilary made it back to Rochester safe and sound and is happily tucked away in her dorm room.  After Mark took her shopping for stuff she needed to get her through the next few months, she promptly told him it was okay for him to leave now.  There becomes a point in time when all parents are good for is their money!

Last week, I had to take Jack to an "intake" appointment so that he could remain eligible for Medicaid.   Because of our state's budget crisis, they moved some kids who receive Medicaid to a different program called Children's Rehabilitative Services or "CRS".  I almost opted out of the whole thing because I think it's BS that we have to see doctors who will not be providing care to Jack (because we have private insurance).  But, I figured it was not wise to lose Medicaid either.  We get to the appointment and they tell me we are seeing a geneticist and the appointment will take at least one hour.  I (somewhat) calmly told them that Jack is seen by one of the top neuromuscular docs in the country at one of the top neuromuscular centers in the country and that I know more about Jack's genetic condition than their geneticist ever will.  I handed them the  three-page history/diagnoses/conditions/medications/list of physicians that I had typed up and told them everything they needed to know could be found on those sheets of paper.  When the geneticist came to the room, I explained why I was there (only because I had to be) and I told her that I didn't have an hour because I had to get to work.  She wrote fast and we were out of there in a half hour.  She mentioned some other genetic testing that would tell us if Jack has any other genetic glitches other than CMD. Seriously, do you think I care?  What difference would it make if he does?  I let her know that Jack is an impossible stick and she wasn't even going to be allowed to try.

The doctor told me she was "very impressed" with how good Jack looks given all his "issues".  She also felt the need to tell me that most marriages don't survive having kids like Jack.  Weird.

I really don't like doctors.  Except for those doctors I really like.

Well, that's all I've got my friends. Thanks for checking in!

Walking to Support Cure CMD

On October 24, 2010, I am walking the Los Angeles Rock 'N' Roll 1/2 marathon as part of Team Cure CMD.  Cure CMD is an organization whose mission is to bring research, treatments and, in the future, a cure for Congenital Muscular Dystrophies.  As many of you know, Jack was born with a Congenital Muscular Dystrophy.

I am walking to raise awareness and funds for Cure CMD.  If you would like to support me in my walk for Cure CMD, please CLICK HERE and look for the picture of me and Jack and use the donate button next to our picture.

Even if you are unable to provide financial support, your thoughts and prayers for me to finish the race ahead of the sweepers are also very much appreciated.  :-)

Thank you!
Ann